Actually that is not true at all. I know it is really hard for some people to believe but I love myself as a big girl. I have been 120 pounds before and hated it was not me and did not feel comfortable in my own skin. Like i said the only reason for turning to a vegan life _style_ change is I am dealing with a cancer issue.

So no I am not still dealing with body issues. But dont want to create them all over again with extra skin. So you see I dont want to replace confidence and love for myself with fear/lack of confidence.

But I can see how you might think it is a currant body issue problem because how many people do you meet that like beign fat. Well there are some of us out there..lol.

But I appreciate you response. Your weight must have been a confidenct killer for you and I am glad you did something to change that and found a way to love yourself. But like I said I love being a bbw-fatty and dont want to lose the weight, but it is a side effect that happens sometimes and I am having a harder time dealing with losing weight and thinking of being skinny than the cancer.